Heart to heart hugs is my new favourite thing. Wilder gave me the longest hug ever yesterday and it made me cry so hard. I didn’t know how much my implants were getting in the way of me feeling other hearts until now.
When I hug JP and Wilder now it’s an entirely new world of connection. A connection I once knew but had forgotten until now. This healing journey is one of deep remembering.
My heart is healing in the most glorious way. I can feel her more than ever before. I’ve been feeling a massive range of emotions as this energy centre comes back online and clears away the old stagnant stuck energy.
It’s been a wild ride of emotions every day, but I know my body is doing exactly what it needs to do to heal and come back into homeostasis. So even though it’s really hard to feel some of this stuff I’m doing my best to trust the process and let the emotions move through me.
I’m learning so much about how the body stores trauma and emotions. I’ve been reaching out to and working with dear friends in my community who are somatic experts and healers.
They are teaching me so much about my own body and supporting me through these turbulent times.
Some days I feel like I’m going crazy, but they are reassuring me all of this is SO normal and common as the body unwinds the stagnant energy it’s held onto for years.
Big thank you and love to @auriannajoy @willrezin @mystikole and @tahfree for their continued love, support and wisdom as I reclaim myself, mind, body and spirit.
Have you been through explant? Did you have a period of emotional processing post-surgery? I’d love to hear from you because I don’t think this is talked about enough.
Much Love,
Amber Sears
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