Here I sit. In a coffee shop, under the clouds, energy pulsing through my veins, now what? It’s the fourth day of a new year, a new decade and the rest of my life. As I settle back into San Francisco after spending 7 months living out of two backpacks around Australia, it’s time to regroup, plan, reflect and create. 2010, every morning and every moment for that matter, offer us the opportunity start fresh. Whether we take advantage of that opportunity is merely a choice, a yes, a nod, and then of course, direct action.
In my case, I have spent the last month scattered and torn in a million pieces as I scramble around the city to line up work, pay rent and you know eat! It’s been a chaotic month, but one of intense growth and learning. Culture shock, commitment phobia, and money worries flooded my psyche. Afraid to settle, afraid to fail, afraid to live. As I am sure you know by now, this is not me! But, as I have learned, life ebbs and flows with bursts of sprouting, transition and regrouping.
I am happy to report that I’m finally taking root, feeling stability under my water logged feet, and damn near ecstatic to sit in my own apartment, under a down comforter, watching a movie. After being mobile for so long, nothing puts a smile on my face like catching up with old friends and hanging up clothes in a closet. It’s the little things.
The chapter has closed on that trip. And though I still haven’t fully wrapped my brain around all the lessons learned, it’s time to look forward to the horizon. Setting goals, and steadily chipping away at them every day. All while enjoying everyday to it’s max.
The chapter has closed on that trip. And though I still haven’t fully wrapped my brain around all the lessons learned, it’s time to look forward to the horizon. Setting goals, and steadily chipping away at them every day. All while enjoying everyday to it’s max.
I’ve got some mega huge projects in the works and I can’t wait to share them with you all. Below is a video I shot this morning, fresh out of the shower, raw and uncut. No make-up, on four hours of sleep…. late night movie coupled with 6:30am pilates duet. I am thankfully teaching a ton, though not necessarily at the best hours! Who can function in their mind and body that early in the AM anyway?!
That’s all for the moment folks. Thanks for your continued support in all my crazy endeavors. I sincerely apologize for inconsistency in my postings. I am sure you understand how hard it is to travel, work, and relocate constantly. Pure survival I tell you! Wishing you the best start to your new year.
